i mean my therapist like hm he got out the sexy dsm-5 boy and was like: i shouldnt tell u if u hav one cuz it prob wont even help u in any way (spoiler alert: i mean it didnt but also kinda) cuz for wht i was going to therapy for it just i didnt need it cuz my therapy is a short term thing and he said oh depending who diagnosis u they can argue u hav anorexia or avoidant/restrictive food intake but u def hav disordered eating and im like hell yeah boys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean i love my therapist to death but it is thru my university so it is a short-term thing cuz everyone wants to c a therapist so im prob going to get help for my ed like ……………………………next year but also i cant tell my mom about it or she’ll kill me. like i dont think i qualify for anorexia even tho i fit all the symptoms ITS JUST IDK I DEF HAV LIKE AN ED JUST IT CAN B ARGUED ON WHICH I HAVE