
There’s still time left in 2018 sweetie. It’s going to be okay


I appreciate you sending this. I’ve been feeling like this for so long now. And Im fucking tired of it. I’m too whimpy to kill myself but if I wasn’t I probably would. I feel so alone even though I know I have so many people who love me in my life. I just want the one person I love and care about the most to feel the way she felt about me before like its sad that thats the main reason why im hurting and im sobbing in bed over it but I cant stop. I literally hate my life! The good things always get taken away from me!!! But i rlly appreciate u sending this ilysm💖
ew did i send this to myself i hate this. well minus them loving someone else. UM NGL LIKE THATS SUCH A SHITTY SITUATION??? imo id legit like not affiliate urself with the person anymore just because thats hard to deal with. like it rlly is. and rlly the only way to stop with the what ifs is to somehow change ur mindset but thats hard so tbh leaving them would b the only thing i could do. im kinda in a similar situation just they arent in love with someone else. it just sucks with the circumstance we r in but yeah if they like someone else id just disband urself from them UNLESS u can get the what ifs out of ur head and just b their friend. and if u cant bare the thought of only being their friend then id go bye bye
Thanks honey💖

<b>🎃Corn Maze: What is your favorite autumn activity?</b>
Carving pumpkins i guess!!!

🎃Pumpkin: What is your favorite season? Definitely fall! The weather is so nice, my outfits are cuter, and nature looks so pretty!! I love seeing the leaves change color and the crunchy leaves on the ground
👻Horror Flick: Do you like scary movies? If so, which one is your favorite? I do even though I think a lot of them are dumb!! This is more of a horror movie than a “scary” one but my fav is American Mary
WHAT ???????

IDK WHO MOON ANON IS BUT I MEAN I CANT C HER CUZ ITS LIGHT OUT BUT IK SHE LOOKED GREAT LAST NIGHT!!! Hav a good day💖
idk getting to b with the person i love and care about the most and going to eat in a cute lil vegan cafe and holding their hand while walking in sf… id kill for it to happen irl but it prob never will